She's So Dead to Us

Release date: 5.25.10

From Good Reads:

Perfect, picturesque Orchard Hill. It was the last thing Ally Ryan saw in the rear-view mirror as her mother drove them out of town and away from the shame of the scandal her father caused when his hedge fund went south and practically bankrupted all their friends — friends that liked having trust funds and new cars, and that didn’t like constant reminders that they had been swindled. So it was adios, Orchard Hill. Thanks for nothing.
Now, two years later, Ally’s mother has landed a job back at the site of their downfall. So instead of Ally’s new low-key, happy life, it’ll be back into the snake pit with the likes of Shannen Moore and Hammond Ross.
But then there’s Jake Graydon. Handsome, wealthy, bored Jake Graydon. He moved to town after Ally left and knows nothing of her scandal, but does know that he likes her. And she likes him. So off into the sunset they can go, right? Too bad Jake’s friends have a problem with his new crush since it would make Ally happy. And if anyone deserves to be unhappy, it’s Ally Ryan.


Ally was hoping to have left all the drama in the past, but some things just can’t be forgotten. Isn’t there more to life than money?

My thoughts:

     Oh, the woes of this book. It filled me with happiness and anger at the same time. The cover intriged me but many times I was frustrated, not so much with the plot as with the choices made.    Old  friends Faith, Hannah, Shannon, and Chloe are still angry with Ally’s family-not just with her dad for making bad investment choices and they take it out on Ally and her mom.  Ally used to be part of this group and now she has to learn what it’s like to be on the outside.  Lucky for Ally, two kids from the regular group of students (Annie and David) hitch up with her and become good friends.  Life would be fine if she weren’t so in love with Jake-her crush on him circles her too close to her old gang of Cresties and these old friends make it impossible for her and Jake to get together.  

     Each chapter changes perspective so we get to understand both Ally and Jake’s point-of-view. I liked this back and forth perspective-it makes it interesting to hear Jake’s take on certain situations.  Jake is adorable but has a hard time finding his own true feelings.  He takes part in several pranks against Ally, which makes it surprising that she chooses him over sweet guy, David,  who (of course) has a crush on her. This book offers  strange twists that  happen at many high schools and gave me the sense of being in a John Hughes movie. 

     I loved most of the characters, even the mean ones, except for Hammond.  Hammond was okay but I feel negative vibes from him.  I especially appreciated Ally and her ability to see herself in real time-Ally now with no money and Ally before
who perhaps could have pulled some of these mean stunts herself.  She had honest growth and depth, prodded sometimes by her new sidekick, Annie. 

     Three terms used in the book  bugged me a lot:  Cresties (rich kids)  and Norms (regular all-around normal)-they actually use these ridiculous names to talk about each other. I did live in one small town in Minnesota where the economic divide was a hill so it was said in normal conversation “oh, you live on the hill” and that implied that you had some money.  We did not call each other “hillies” though.   The other term the book uses was backslappers, a cheerleading- type group that decorates lockers and rubs the back of their assigned player.  Isn’t that the same thing as a cheerleader or a pep squad-I just couldn’t figure out why a new name had to be invented for this high school group.  Backslappers does not roll off the tongue nor does it conjure a fun image (for me). Does anyone know of a high school that uses this term??    It’s odd the weird things that bother me when reading.  Small details in an otherwise entertaining read.

I’ve heard this is the first of a trilogy.  I will be anxious to see what’s in the future for Ally and Jake!
I think the author has a very cool name-Kieran

This book is an advanced reader copy sent to me by Lucille at Simon and Schuster.  
This didn’t in any way influence my enjoyment of the book.
3.5/5 peaceful stars
Recommended for YA

Other reviews:

Just Your Typical Book Blog reviews it here.

Corinne at The Book Nest reviews it here.

Teaser Tuesday

Teaser Tuesdays is a weekly bookish meme, hosted by
 Anyone can play along! Just do the following:
 
  • Grab your current read
  • Open to a random page
  • Share two (2) “teaser” sentences from somewhere on that page
  • BE CAREFUL NOT TO INCLUDE SPOILERS! (don’t give too much away-you don’t want to ruin the book for others). 
  • Share the title & author, too, so that other TT participants can add the book to their TBR Lists if they like your teasers!
Here is my teasers:

A set of shrubs had been planted under the library window.  Someone else’s bike tossed on the grass.  New planters in front of the door with happy little marigolds dancing in the breeze.  Not my house anymore.  Not my home.  p. 9
from She’s So Dead to Us by Kieren Scott
what’s your tease today?

Just Listen

by Sarah Dessen
(2006)

I do love Sarah Dessen books-they are good for escape and wonderfully easy to read.  I would compare them to Jodi Picoult books for the young adults (and not-so-young-adults).  Sarah has an amazing grasp on teenagers; what they say and think as her characters come alive for me and I’m reminded of young people I know. 

Just Listen is the story of Annabel Green.  Annabel stars in a local department store’s commercial as the girl who has everything; popular, cheerleader, prom queen surrounded by a gaggle of friends.  Happily her life is not really like this but she doesn’t realize how happy this should make her.  She’s struggling in the friend department as she ditched her first great best friend, Clarke to hang with bossy and mean Sophie.  Why do girls do this? It happens all the time.  I see it even at the fifth grade level, girls choosing to be friends with the trouble-making, snappy girl instead of the on-task, perfectly happy girl.  Why?!  If they could only look into the future.  In a good twist of fate Annabel meets Owen in a moment when she really needs someone real. She’s been getting the cold shoulder from Sophie caused by a major summer rift-a rift caused by major denial on Sophie’s part and Annabel’s deep need to be silent on the matter.

 I like Annabel and her family, and I like Clarke but I love Owen.  Always in Sarah Dessen books I found one character that I wish I knew and Owen was it for me.  Owen isn’t perfect by any means but he is true to himself and a deep and interesting character.  Owen’s life is focused on music and Annabel, through Owen, learns to just listen.

There are several plot twists going on that I won’t get into (you should discover them on your own) but one circles around Annabel’s family, specifically the middle sister, Whitney.  She was a model as well and has gone to NYC to pursue a career in modeling but winds up battling anorexia instead.  I really enjoyed Annabel’s sisters and this side plot about Whitney’s journey is compelling.

If you haven’t picked up Sarah Dessen I highly recommend her for good easy reading with very memorable characters!  This book could have a soundtrack as well!
4/5 peaceful stars
Highly Recommend for YA/adult reading 
Fulfills Reading from My Own Shelves Project hosted by Diane  at  Bibliophile by the Sea.
As per the terms of the project it needs to leave my shelves and be will be returned to my stepdaughter Kaylee now that I’ve finished it- read her recent review of That Summer by Sarah Dessen.

Teaser Tuesday

Teaser Tuesdays is a weekly bookish meme, hosted by MizB of Should Be Reading. Anyone can play along! Just do the following:
~Grab your current read
~Open to a random page
~Share two (2) “teaser” sentences from somewhere on that page
~Be careful not to give away to much-you don’t want to spoil the book for others.
~Share the title & author, too, so that other TT participants can add the book to their TBR Lists if they like your teasers!

Here is my teasers:

The danced. All by themselves, beyond the farthest fringe of the crowd, they circled and swayed, met and parted, turned and passed.  Even when the steps of their dance drew them apart, their heads turned to look, and look, and look, as if they would drown in each other’s eyes.  p. 75    ~Wildwood Dancing by Juliet Marillier

I love this book.  It is has a connection to The Twelve Dancing Princesses and is very well-written.  I’m on chapter six and have to get back to reading…
ta ta for now.

What’s your teaser for the day?

Peaceful Reading~

Ooh-La-La-Spring Break

Okay, this is where I would like to be spending Spring Break.  It looks relaxing.  I would have a book in my hand, of course.  Instead we are heading into Chicago-still exciting-but not a pool with real palm trees!  I have a stack of books in front of me to review so I guess I should start there.

I started reading gossip of the starlings by Nina de Gramont one morning at the breakfast table.  I was riveted…didn’t want to go to school (rarely happens) and I continued to read long after my granola was gone.  I tucked it into my school bag and headed off for the day, hoping to read a few more chapters over lunch. 

 The story:

As soon as Catherine Morrow transfers in to Esther Percy School for Girls, Skye Butterfield
chooses her as her friend.  Even though Catherine is at Esther Percy to turn over a new, clean leaf, she allows Skye to take control.  Catherine has the connections and Skye has the typical  burning desire to try it all.  Skye’s father is a famous senator and even though, she loves her father, she can’t help but see all the hypocrisy surrounding their family life.  This mixture of feelings pulls Skye in all different directions and seems to steer her down the continual wrong path.  Catherine introduces her to coke but its Skye who needs to keep doing it and who discovers a variety of other drugs along the way.  She also gets several teachers in trouble and has an affair with her English teacher. 

My thoughts:

After the initial thrill of reading I was disappointed in the overall topic.  I got tired of Skye running the show.  I got tired of Catherine constantly accepting and excusing her friend’s behaviour.    Catherine, in this same, drug-filled year, is attempting to place at the National Horse Show and hold on to her own friends and family.  There were parts of the book I enjoyed and while I see it as probably pretty accurate boarding school behaviour (any high school for that matter) I found it to be too over-the-top, which made me just want to shake Catherine-hello-can you just say NO, just once.  I enjoyed the relationship between John Paul and Catherine-good young romance but beyond that I found nothing to connect to in the story. 
Confessions of a bibliophile review

2.5/5 peaceful stars
YA Fiction

Teaser Tuesday

Teaser Tuesdays is a weekly bookish meme, hosted by MizB of Should Be Reading.
Anyone can play along! Just do the following:
Grab your current read
Open to a random page
Share two  (sometimes 4 or more)“teaser” sentences from somewhere on that page
BE CAREFUL NOT TO INCLUDE SPOILERS! (make sure that what you share doesn’t give too much away! You don’t want to ruin the book for others!)
Share the title & author, too, so that other TT participants can add the book to their TBR Lists if they like your teasers!
Here is my teasers (paragraph)

“I found him with a  woman last year,” Skye said.  She didn’t look at me, but out the window.  “After the protest at Chanticleer, before they found me, I came here.  My dad was on the phone with the Devon headmaster, pretending to be surprised I was missing.  But really, he was the one who told me to go to that protest.  He promised that he would fix it somehow, that I wouldn’t be expelled.” p. 83
gossip of the starlings
by Nina de Gramont

Love is the Higher Law by David Levithan (2009)

Told in three voices, Claire, Jasper and Peter, try to explain the events right after September 11, 2001.  All three are teenagers living in New York City,attempting to grasp the transformation that undertakes their city. Claire is the first one to speak, taking us quickly through the first plane crash and the second.  She rushes from her class to find her younger brother, Sammy and stays there, waiting for her mom to come, praying for her mom to arrive, willing her mom not to be dead.  In Jasper’s first chapter he sleeps through the entire event, then can’t stop watching it on television, emotionless.  Peter is outside Tower Records, listening to music and has to walk up to Washington Square Park to see the first hole in the tower. 

This story is so emotionally-told and I love the character’s David Levithan has created to carry out his thoughts.  It’s deep, sad, yet ever hopeful.  Claire struggles on her own and takes walks at night, in her city trying to find answers.  Peter and Jasper struggle through their first date, and… I have to stop talking about it because you have to read it and it should be read fresh.  I am so happy to have this horrific event memorialized because it shouldn’t leave our minds.  Levithan does a great job of presenting those arguments over 9/11, which divided the country.  The overabundance of flags, and  Bush’s decision to go to war in Iraq, are both issues Claire struggles with and she marches against the war.  I related heavily with Claire’s feelings and think this should be required high school reading. 

This is the first book I’ve ever read that made me want to make a soundtrack to remember it by.  Before I take it back to the library I’m going to make a list of the songs Levithan uses and make a playlist.  David Levithan’s website-click here.
This book is a rare gem for all.  Click there for  Rainbow List review.

Highly Recommended-YA Fiction
5/5 peaceful stars
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Alabama in 1955-Separate is not equal

The $66 Summer
John Armistead
(2000)

This one caught my eye while hanging around the YA section of the public library.  It was propped up with a bunch of other books for February’s Black History Month. While I don’t agree with a one month celebration of our combined history the book appealed to me.   I read the first chapter and thought maybe it was going to be a tough read- George’s father is  a mean, drunk, racist!  I got all that from the first chapter when he wakes George up to go fishing.  They stop outside of town at a diner and their waitress acts “uppity,” which causes a problem for the rest of the fishing adventure.  What I loved is that, even though George’s dad points out the behaviour, George just doesn’t see it or get what his father’s so worked up about!  George’s blind eye made the book worth reading. 

Their fishing boat overturns and once home George’s mom argues with his dad and then calls her mom to complain wickedly about her husband’s repeated drunkeness.  Mom bans Dad from ever taking George fishing again and Grandma shows up to support her daughter during this small crisis.  Fortunately Grandma decides to take George home with her for the summer.  She promises to pay him to work in her grocery store and he can hang out with two old friends in his spare time.  Esther and Bennett are Elizabeth’s children and Elizabeth helps Grandma in the store/cafe and lives in an old cabin close by.  Elizabeth and Ms. Tilly (grandma) have been friends for years. The close relationship between Elizabeth and Ms. Tilly is exactly why George didn’t get his father’s earlier racial frustration.  George obviously takes after his grandmother. 

George, Esther and Bennett have fun exploring and working through the summer yet there is tone of anger and despair as they each deal with personal demons.  Esther has graduated from the 8th grade and she needs to make money for room and board if she wants to attend the black high school several towns away.  George has his father to worry about and Bennett is in a constant state of worry, working for Mr. Vorhise, another mean man who raises dogs for fighting.  Elizabeth’s husband, Staple, disappeared 4 years ago and they still can’t solve the mystery of his unexpected absense.  The book takes some unbelievable twists and turns, some of which I never, ever expected! 
My favorite quote from the book: 

Esther talked about little else but going back to the pines at Mr. Vorhise’s pond and finding the bank robbers’ money.  She wanted to know how much money they’d taken, so she went to the colored folks’ library-a small, one-room brick building in town beside the colored cafe-to search back through old newspapers to find information on the robberies.  The library had newspapers dating back only to 1945.
She had  me go to the white library to see what I could find.  The librarian told me the old library burned down in 1926, and all the books and newspapers were destroyed.  Besides, she said, the Pontola County Times didn’t start up until the beginning of WWII. p. 109

I love any reference to libraries while I’m reading but this one struck me because of the difference between the two libraries: not in the description but in the detail. There is a fullness to the history of the white library and the black library, in contrast, is so much less-only a one-room small brick building.   George has a librarian to discuss things with  and Esther only has a small building with no newspapers before 1945.
John Armistead’s story from the back of the book is interesting as well.  He is a former pastor, teacher and was the religion editor of the Northeast Mississippi Daily Journal.  He lives in Tupelo, MS and has a second book, Return of Gabriel, which follows Esther through the Civil Rights era.  I want to read this one as well.  I like how he showed this era-complete with the awful truth of injustice – with courtesy, grace and friendship.

Highly Recommended
middle grade-YA fiction
5/5 peaceful stars

Ruined by Paula Morris (2009)

What would it be like to trust a ghost? What would it be like to befriend a ghost, hanging out in the local cemetery? I actually live across the street from an old and beautiful cemetery and I can imagine it a little…I mean to say, I really have tried to imagine it, especially after I read Neil Gaiman’s The Graveyard Book.
Rebecca Brown, a native New Yorker, is forced to spend some time in New Orleans when her father takes a long-term work assignment in China. An old family friend, Aunt Claudia and her daughter, Aurelia play host to Rebecca as she begins school at Temple Mead, an all-girl, old money learning environment which caters New Orleans daughters. It’s tough getting adjusted to a new school, and classmates as well as New Orleans society rules.  She’s not a major player and can’t figure out why anyone is concerned with her but she’s new and curious-worthy.  Rebecca definetly plays by her own rules.
One night Rebecca trespasses into the cemetery across the street and spies on some of the elite students-referred to as “them” by well, all the other students. These are the same students Claudia has asked her to stay away from, which makes them somewhat more intriguing and mysterious. While hanging around the oversized tombs, Rebecca meets Lisette, a young black girl with a torn dress. Rebecca finds Lisette more interesting than her other classmates at Temple Mead and after repeated meetings she uncovers a family mystery and several hidden secrets that tangle Rebecca in as well. Mixed together with a little romance from the handsome and off-limits, Anton Grey, the story is a pleasure to read. Anton and Rebecca’s porch swing kiss was a wonderful moment, exciting, then a major twist!!

My thoughts: I like a plot to make sense and this one does although there are some twists and turns that make me go “hmmm?”, why did the author choose that path…but nothing glaringly out-of-place. I loved learning about New Orleans history and it was a perfect time to read this with Mardi Gras approaching and the Saints just winning the Super Bowl. I’ve never been to New Orleans and this book is a reminder of how much I would love to visit this historic city.  There are many references to Katrina, which added a timely quality. I love the cover on this book but when I stared at it today I had to wonder who the girl on the front is supposed to be? Do they read the book before they pick the cover? It is definitely not Rebecca, Lisette or Helena? Add this to the many cover controversies circulating right now!

One of my favorite quotes:

“Lafayette Cemetery’s not a safe place,” her aunt told her. Unfortunetely. You should keep away.”    “Why?” Rebecca had a sudden vision of dead bodies reaching up to grab her, their stiff fingers dark with soil. p. 13

This sentence “stay out of the cemetery” reverberates for Rebecca on more than one occasion. This one was not too scary and I like friendly ghosts so it all worked.  One scene in particular took me back to Tom Cruise in Eyes Wide Shut -all masked and bizarre Mardi Gras style-see that image still shivers me while this book did not.  Thank you, Paula Morris for making it just- the-right-amount of creepy.

Recommended-YA Fiction
4/5 peaceful stars
So what is your creepiness level??
Even though this is a library book (UNI) it won’t count toward my library challenge-a friend had to check it out for me as my alma mater does not let alum check out from the Youth Collection-now there is a rule I would change if I was in charge!